linduhhx3

guh

2007-06-17T20:21:32Z

too tired to do regular entries.

after school ends, i'll be back.
:)

linduhhx3 @ 2007-06-01T19:13:00

2007-06-02T02:22:55Z

Quote of the day: We are driven by five genetic needs: survival, love and belonging, power, freedom, and fun.

sorry i havent written in foreveeerrr. ive been super busy. this last week has made me so tired. soo theres not much to write about today. i slept for a bit and then i went shopping. I got stuff for the babyshower on sunday. i now have to go to my aunts house on saturday and spend the night and then go to the shower on sunday with her -_- GUH. in a bit imma go to the bonfire at mukilteo beach.

life has been hella fun lately. The beach with mel, al, and billy. Then downtown seattle with aleeza, billy, and akash and the beach again. Then the waterpartyyy at alfredo' casa. and then bell square and PF Changs. and tonite the bonfire. i love the sunshine. so so much.

I love me, aleeza, and mel's "theory". so true. i think even if the first one i saw was normal, i woulda been like. HUH thats it? hahaha but thats okay. it doesnt really matter :) i think everyone is just naive to the other sex.

okay well that pretty much sums up everything. kinda boring entry. sorrrryyyy.

hair

2007-05-26T23:42:51Z

Quote of the day: appearance does matter.

okay everyone. i KNOW that sounds shallow and all. but we all know its true. we're all like "ohh i dont care what people think of me." BULL SHIT. the only reason youre even saying that is because you dont want people to think youre shallow, hence, caring about your appearance or how people perceive you. so i got my hair cut today, and it looks like shit. im seriously really annoyed by it. no more pony tails or messy buns or side ponies, and its gonna take foreverrr to grow back out. guh. stupid non-speaking english woman.

so next weekend im supposed to go to my cousin jennifer's baby shower. but my mom and sister both have to work. so do either of you girls wanna go with me? cause i dont wanna go by myself. its on sunday.

i feel like i havent updated in forever! but. welcome to lj akash. and like me and the girls told billy, anything you read on here is not to be discussed outside of the lj community. you cant tell other people what we write in here. if you do. imma drop kick you :) haha just kidding... sorta.

beef

2007-05-24T06:05:18Z

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEF.

:] aleeza i love our early mornging "beef" yells.

TATU

2007-05-24T05:18:18Z

Quote of the day: There's a kid in all of us.

Today was so unbelievably fun. After we did the TATU presentations at James Monroe Elementary, we got to play on the playground with all the little kids. I havent ran for a playground in so long. We actaully at one point raced for the toys. haha it makes me miss elementary school, and makes me rememeber that we only have 2 years left of school. its kinda sad, cause we'll be leaving everyone, but im so pumped.

so the actaul presentation was dece, except for one stupid girl. god all she does is ramble about her grandpa. she terrified the children. dear god. "NO! YOURE WRONG!" haha akash. goodness. but otherwise it was good.

i cant wait for summer. i swear, imma go and play on playgrounds all day every day. haha

yeah baby!

2007-05-23T01:00:07Z

Quote of the day: You can conquer almost any fear if you will only make up your mind to do so. For remember, fear doesn't exist anywhere except in the mind.

i passed my test. imma driver now. thank god. but i almost didnt even get to take the test. so i get to the place and im doing the brake test and the woman was like "oh your tail light is out" CAN WE SAY DEJA VU?! so i start bawling and my mom is like "well this is just great! we checked them last night! this is the second time we have come to take this test and we cant." so then the woman was like "well come back in 15-20 minutes with it fixed and you can take it still" ::sigh of relief:: oh thank god. so we were going down 99 trying to find any auto place. finally found an autozone. so i run into the store. my face wet from crying and im in a complete panick. and im like (not even kidding) "::run and point:: YOU! COME HERE NOW! I NEED TO FIND A LIGHTBULB!" and i like run him out to my car and hes walking and im like "I DONT HAVE TIMMMME!" so he tries to like take the tail light off and he said that since theres screws in it and he cant just pop it off he cant do it. its a liability issue. fuuuuuck. so there i am. with my mom trying to unscrew this stupid light. first time i used a wratchet :) and then we get the screws out and theres these two stupid buttons that are holding it on. so me and my mom start hitting them frantically trying to pop them out. lolll it was so bad. but finally we got them out. and i took my test. and passed :)

YAYYYY!

its the real picture. i swear.

woops

2007-05-22T09:54:43Z

Quote of the day: Don't fret the small stuff.

Okay so its almost three AM, and im still awake? how lame can one child get. lol im SOO nervous for my test tomorrow. more nervous than the first time i was supposed to take my test. let me remind you, that didnt go too well. i didnt even get the chance to fail it. seriously though, if i fail tomorrow, im going to be soo crushed. my life banks on passing this test. haha IT HAS TO HAPPEN.

theyre leaving tomorrow. ive never been so relieved in my life. gone gone gone gone gone. dont have to worry about him anymore. i can be comfortable in my own house again. thank god. and he wants me to PRAY with him. well guess what. i did my praying, and my prayers were answered the minute i found out you were leaving.

just dont come back this time.

RIP Mia

2007-05-21T01:25:52Z

New quote of the day: Don't take life for granted

I honestly dont even know how to begin this journal. if youre looking for a happy-go-lucky entry. just stop reading. On Saturday morning, at approximetly 12:30AM, a little girl was taken from the world. Her name was Mia, and she was 6 months old. My brothers best friend was driving the baby along with three of his friends in everett. Mia was in the front seat, when a driver who was supposed to yeild before turning, turned into my brother's friend's car. The collision flipped his jeep. He tried to cover the baby with his body, but instead was thrown out of the car. So was Mia's mom, and another girl and another boy. Everyone is okay, a dislocated shoulder, stiches, bumps and bruises. It's a miracle that they even lived. One boy was thrown across 4 lanes of the road. It truely, truely is a miracle. Mia died 9 hours after making it to the hospital of a blood clot and liver failure.

So, as i sit here stairing at her baby sock, still holding the form of her foot, im bawling. my brothers friend found the sock in his pocket when he was lying in the hospital, and forgot it at my house today. its white, and has a pink teddy bear on it. As my brothers friend told me "its sad, because the most innocent person in that car died that morning." he's right.

Mia's mom doesnt have enough money to give her a proper memorial service. So if you would like to donate to her, you can give me the money and i will pass it along to my brother's friend who is collecting the money. It would make a world of the difference.

So when youre done reading this, just remember that life is precious. It comes and goes. Be thankful for everyone and everything you have. Spread love, not hate.

Rest in peace Mia.

linduhhx3 @ 2007-05-20T15:35:00

2007-05-20T23:15:13Z

Quote of the day: I have a fear of being boring. -Christian Bale

haha and today i think i have thoroughly proved that i am. so i didnt even get uppp until 1 when billy called me. but maybe thats because i didnt go to bed til 4:30AM? yeah me and brian are cool. he apparently sings me songs about cockroaches need maryjane and "wanting me" to keep me awake. well. it actually worked. thanks to aleeza for the beautiful translation :)

so my stressed filled week finally ended today. shouting 'OH THANK GOD' when i figured everything out and smiling like a creepy child topped it off :) but now jeremy thinks im mentally ill. whatev.

i never thought i'd say this. but. ::takes in a deep breath of air:: im jealous of my father. ::exhails:: phew. i had the JOY of putting together all of his new technology crap. ie: palm piolet, cell phone, and lap top. what a boring saturday night. but all of it is HELLA nice and i want it haha.

and today, my heart is in the grand cayman islands. a question from brian made me miss it so much. "if you could live anywhere, where would you live?" so im asking you the same question. :) i'd love to hear your answer.

take me backkkkk!

guh

2007-05-19T20:53:47Z

Quote of the day: I've been waiting, i've been waiting for this moment all my life. but its not quite right.

life throws us curve balls. and ive got a huge one coming at me. so ive gotta "man up" and learn to deal. hopefully everything will work out for the best. i've learned my lesson. so pleassse let up on me. i dont know what i would do without janel there for me. I can tell her anything. absoloutly anything. shes not one to judge and anything that i do thats stupid she says "I'LL BE RIGHT THERE BESIDE YOU NEXT TIME!" shes up for anything. i dunno, shes just a lot like me. lets hope and pray my new "theory" is true.

last night i went to the driving range with billy boy and his family. theyre honestly like my second family. me and billy were standing in the kitchen last night and i didnt want to get the ice cream outta the fridge. so i used "BUT IM A GUESSSST!" and he comes back with "pfff you live here more than i do!" so yes. his house is my second home :) i was decent at golf. but i kept hitting the club on the stupid green mat. god dang it. lol.

i really want to go to downtown seattle today. i want to ride the rides and go to the science center and the childrens museum and the food court. i miss seattle. i want to play in the giant fountain. i pretty much just want summer.

Karen & fucking brian

2007-05-17T21:47:33Z

quote of the day: If I die and go to hell real soon, it will appear to me as this room.

so today was sufficiently awful. AP testing & other things have me totally stressed out. [[all i can do is wait]].

although on the plus side aleeza did draw some very amazing pictures of Karen and fucking Brian. those are pieces of art that are going up on my wall :) me and akash were debating about it in AP. and i decided that ***** is always karen, but when he is annoying his karen-ness comes out. its like a square is always a rectangle but a rectanlge can never be a square. hes always got some karen in him. haha i love my group of besties and our mean mean ways. they make me smile.

so im really hoping that this coffee stain on my sweatshirt (caused from my own stupidity and being uncapable of not spitting) will come out. its a big downshifter if it doesnt. haha oh frau dietsch how you have ruined my brain with your "downshifting" theories.

i really just want to get away from it all. i wish i could just go and drive and not have to think about everything. so: lets take a drive to the beach :)

Let's dance

2007-05-16T22:21:17Z

quote of the day: dance like no one is watching you. love like you've never been hurt before. sing like no one can hear you and live like heaven is on earth.

Life's a gift, you gotta live it up

2007-05-16T21:38:26Z

whatta lame day. i cant even think of anything worth mentioning that happened today. except that my Ipod froze and then THANK GOD billy knew how to unfreeze it. me and mel learned something new today :) my life is the ipod. i dont even knoooow what i would do without this tiny gadget. haha im so lame. whatever.

AP can suck it :]

2007-05-16T07:48:05Z

im so tired of stupid AP. so im still up. tryyyying desperatly to finish these essay re-writes. my original plan was to do the big huuuuge project... then i dropped that idea once the weekend flew by and i realized it was no longer realistic. then i was like, oh i'll just do the 160 point one. yeah, when i only got one essay edited in school today (thanks mel) i decided that also was not at all logical. so now im down to the stupid, pathetic 80 point essay re-write portfolio dealy. some might say AP is a waste of time. i would have to strongly agree with those wise people. so far all i've gotten outt AP is a bunch of information i cant cleary remember and a massive headache.

my life has seemed quite pathetic since monday. Rumors have been spread, that in all actuality, arent rumors at all. I mean, yeah theyre truuuue. but cant it still be a rumor because "information" about me is being spread? or does it technically have to be false infomation to be a rumor? someone should really clear that up for me. anyways, point it. people are stupid and need to learn to shut their mouths. they have no idea what theyre talking about. and you stupid red haired child. dont talk to me anymore. cause youre conniving and i really dislike you right now.

next week will be the happiest week of my life.
enough said.

now i actually feel a little better after my rant.
im gonna go finish my oh so lovely AP